Studious ha

Today's already Saturday, the week just went by so fast. I'm actually done studying journalism but I don't quite feel that i'm serious about the exams yet I'm sure i know my work. I've gotta start on advertising asap though. Staying home's such a bore. I get distracted by the sound of the pool and kids screaming, my lappy, my dog, my bed..just about anything. I drifted away to watch twilight trailers lol. Stupid i know! Was just curious to see what the new moon trailer's gonna be like. Bout the book, it's fasinating and depressing but all in all good. I'm only a quarter done with new moon so its a little to early to judge. I've done almost everything I can do to keep away from work. Blogging's the last thing on my "drift away" list, so back to studying i go.
I feel a sorethroat coming on. Why.

Pre-study

In life, you just gotta thank god for all the good people you've got around you. Now, that's definitely a reason to live. Loving someone can already so amazing. Yet being loved just takes life onto a whole new different level.
Got new moon today =) thanks babe!

Journalism

It's 4.14am and i'm studying. I'm more productive in mornings/nights, semi, whatever you call it. I swear, i'm suffering now and regretting that I didn't pay much attention throughout the damn term. But 'm catching on okay. Got a couple of questions done for journalism but still directionless for advertising. Most of my classmates are taking the gamble of studying for the revision questions. I might just do that and just to be safe, read through the whole text sigh.
There's this number that keeps leaving voice messages in my mailbox. At 4ish in the morning. Wow or what.
My chinese new year wasn't spectacular, didn't do much visiting. Was more or less spent studying. I know it's so retarded but i've only collected 5 red packets so far? Haha but the moolah overall was not bad at all. I'm prolly going visiting this weekend instead. Yup. Got to drive around for a little with baby today, was fun, honestly thought he'd be worse though hehe.
I'm done with my almost daily obligation here. Got my tagboard back up again. Did it on impulse.
Shall finish reading up on lead writing before I hit the sack.
hmm my options for unis pretty much open. Ne'suggestions?
Love ya'll readers, morning by the way.

A hole smiles

It's the time of the year where slit eyed people celebrate the defeat of the dumb dragon.
Happy Chinese New Year all!
I'm prepared to fall sick. eat goodies. eat goodies. study. study.
I feel like something's amiss. That's bad, i think. Sigh sometimes, my animosities go haywire. I don't even know what i'm thinking or feeling. A moment hot, the next cold. Its almost impossible to explain and i'm not exactly good with words so..it is impossible, for me at least. I need something to just rejuvanate me. Not sleep. Not physically. Something, somewhere else. I don't know whether I need this or not. I don't know what to say or do. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know why I can't make a decision. Basically, I'm just lost. Oh fuck, I don't even know what i'm saying.
I should go drown myself with golden mushrooms.
Maybe that's what I'll do.

I just have to post this.
Reintroducing Danielle Sophia and introducing Diana Sarah.
=)


This just cheered me up so much.

Daze

I lazed, slept, lazed, ate, lazed and right now, I'm sitting here typing this post. My Saturday was obviously lazy. Loved it. I feel fresh, rejuvenated, awake. Woke up this morning with a decision to waste my day away because I felt I deserved it. Had so much to do recently, hardly had any time on my hands left for myself. Tried to get rid of the normal routine of looking for something to do so I made an oath by chanting countlessly to myself in my head that today was going to be the day I did absolutely no work. So my time was well spent watching a whole lot of tv and often checking my phone for incoming text messages. I was eager waiting for your message but I gave up entirely and drifted off to sleep. Killed 4 hours, bathed my dog and dazed quite a bit.
Yesterday, I had a heart to heart talk with two of my ex classmates. I guess I did underestimate their level of care for everyone. We're considered family =) I like that i must admit. Having the guts to fall and knowing that someone will catch you, it's just assuring. Love is so amazing. Logically comes the pain but in most situations, it's worth it.

Okay, i gotta jet! Gotta call Jia.

The sun goes down

I'm back to post again feeling chippier than ever. School's over, chinese new year a day or two away, i'm assignment-free and again, I passed my ielts! I feel relieved somehow. My band score reaches the requirements of the 3 uni's i've had on my mind for quite some time now.
Met up with my secondary school friends in the evening, it sure was good to see them again. Felt lightheaded, not bothered, just simply free. Had my hopes high almost all day now hoping today won't end so soon. Its exactly 45 minues to 12. I'm feeling precise about the time just grasping for something exhilarating to happen. Something to leave me speechless.
Sometimes i wonder where my thoughts lead to, what and where i'm getting at. I jump to conclusions ever so easily when i'm thrown but now, I simply couldn't care less. I don't even know what i'm saying. Typing a proper entry is so uneasy, so...challenging. I guess when I brainstorm, I lose track of the context.
Enough rambling then, photoblog!






Jia so kewl hahah.

rocket sky high

I PASSED MY IELTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Friday just keeps getting better and better. Things really are starting to look up -)

"He chuckled darkly"

Caught up with so many things and one of them, twilight, hehe. Edward is so to die for. It's a pity he isn't real.
I hope i sleep well tonight cause i'm praying i've washed my hands clean from stress. with the never ending shitload and spending almost every waking moment worrying about assignments, i feel 81 now. Well, the times when i'm not occupied worrying over dumb assignments, i'm usually reading twilight -)
Besides me being so bitter about school, I must admit...TWILIGHT IS GOOD. I'm addicted to it and it keeps my mind of unnecessary paranoia. Been buzy busy the past few days editing and shooting videos for an assignment that's already been due for a week. Heaps of pictures to post up but not now, i'm lazy, physically stiff and sleepy.

And i dislike people calling me "char bor". Makes it seem like i'm alienated or something jeez.
Know somebody's name before you tag at their board alright. I don't know why i'm so prickly all of a sudden, it just agitates me.

Thank you, goodnight, goodbye.
My last day of the term has begun.

8 I's

I'm almost asleep, about to wash up and read a little twilight. I'm only on the first book which is extremely slow I know haha but the first 18 pages have been...intriguing. Had a early start this morning, initially planned to turn in early but again to no avail.

I am going to get up at 06 30 and study really hard.
I pray that god will help me evade all distractions.
I must get 3 A's at least for this term.
I will read my lecture notes before I go to bed starting from tomorrow onwards.
I must finish my video this week.
I must think of a new concept for the video by tomorrow.
I must not hate.
I must, go to bed. *chants

All under the rug now

My week has been tight, stressful, sleepless, aggrevating, unfair and depressing. How was yours? I realise that there are so many people out there who are irresponsible irregardless of age or race. The shit you face in private school can simply piss the life out of you. I'm disappointed even until now. You drag everybody down with you only giving thought to your priorities. It's selfish. I despise selfishness. I despise people who are selfish. We did our best, though late but our best. You procrastinated till the last minute and even then, you failed to prevail. I just don't know what to say. Sometimes I wish the world would just end.
Okay, i'm done depressing you people. Let's take it up a notch. My Sat definitely did perk me up a little. Got to meet up with my two best girls and Anderson's homecoming was alright. Nothing much to elaborate on that haha. We're supposedly going ice skating next Friday!

301st post. Congraulations to me.

Before I divert myself to reality, i need to dream. Nothing in particular bothering me, just have the urge to rant. I'm feeling pretty hollow. Sudden interest in pet society irkes me just a little. Back to school tomorrow, praying Wednesday will be better. Right now, i'd like to be in a normal school where everyone gets forced to do work and sloth their asses off. Like secondary school. Not fill in the blanks and listen to an old balding Vietnamese pervert who repeats everything that's on the slide over and over again. I can read. Uh what am i complaining. Heck. I should. I've had so much on my chest lately, i just wanna throw it all off. Be a world heavy lifter and place all the load aside. I'm tired no matter how much i sleep and i eat too much. This post doesn't even make sense sigh.
Star dust makes a girl glitter. Want some?

I just wanna talk to you.
Gonna take a short peek at the nanny.

Play karaokeparty if you're kewl.
I think i'm gonna drift. Well anytime now. It won't be that hard to find me.

finley quake-dice

I close my eyes for a minute and 14 hours go by. I've been reading Dave Pelzer's books and they've been filling up my spare time when i'm not studying or wasting away. Haven't really had the time to blog so i'm posting today. Past few days have been extremely hectic. I'm still not done with my essay but as least my ielts written test is over. I've got another on Monday and a couple of assignments due next week. I'm falling behind in lectures and i don't really feel the urge to drag my self out of bed in the mornings to travel to queenstown ugh. Anyway i'm glad the layout mayhem is resolved. To those who have been gracious enough to understand my situation, thank you so much. Thank you for trying to shoo those who still seem to harp on whole issue even though it was yesterday's topic. I'm glad i took responsibility against my wronged actions. Neither accusations nor assumptions will hurt me or even enrage me now.

Like what Jt says, get over it.

Apology to livejournal layout makers and note to taggers

Regarding the issue on blogskinners copying livejournal layouts. I must apologise for having done my part in that. But clearly i do not appreciate people coming to my blog scolding me in such a barbaric way leaving "fuckyou@hotmail.com" as their email addresses and calling me disgusting. you may percieve us to be unfair and we maybe disgust you but you had no idea of what our intentions were.

I apologised on the community and removed all my skins and so, i've done my part. I assure to start anew, to cut all ties of such acts. I would like to point out that i never claimed these designs to be my own so please, stop accusing me of that.
I cannot answer all comments because there are far to many everywhere but I admit it was my fault. I feel the aggravation for the original layout makers and i respect whatever rights they have.

Despite all this mayhem, I do not like people calling me a thief because stealing and copying has two extremely different meanings. I hope you taggers, livejournal users read this post and try to understand that we were simply fascinated by livejournal layouts and had no intentions to offend, copy or hurt anyone.

I sincerely apologise on the behalf of all blogskinners who have been involved in this issue.

7th heaven

Just a short update before i turn in. So much to do this week! I've yet to complete my journalism essay with another 1000 words to go and my ielts test is this weekend. wish me luck everyone! I can't wait for this week to be over. Had a terrific Wednesday, a vereh good nap in the afternoon.

Happy 4 years baby, you've been absolutely wonderful.

Sleep tight and sweet dreams!

Such mayhem

Was wanting to post all day hoping that Lyann would see my post to her. Pretty much was expecting some more mayhem by insignificant beings who honestly have nothing else better to do to entertain their depressing existences. I'm getting quite tired of hate taggers. To be honest, try something new, i'm getting bored. Tagging like 9 times with only a digit difference of the ip is so cliche. You say i'm ugly, like shit and you all dislike my skins. It doesn't matter if you dislike my skins cause you probably only like the pink ones. I think you actually like me. In your twisted little hearts, you adore me heh. You've visited my page more than 30 times today. I must say, i'm utterly touched. Awaiting my reply? You must have been anxious.
You're either an individual or a couple of dumb fucks. Pretty sad ones who practically don't know next to nothing about htmls. All you can afford is to blog hop and try to scold the bloggers themselves by tagging using their names. Can you people not be so predictable? I'd say, if you're girl(s) were my age, you prolly got held back a couple of grades. Prolly a group of wannabes who could start a cult dedicated to me.

	_|_ GO DIE LA ,	05 Jan 09 19:00 220.255.7.234
	_|_ ...	05 Jan 09 18:59 220.255.7.234
	Denise i love your ass	05 Jan 09 18:58 220.255.7.235
	Denise S H I T !	05 Jan 09 18:58 220.255.7.236
	Denise like shittt	05 Jan 09 18:58 220.255.7.232
	Denise i m uglyy	05 Jan 09 18:58 220.255.7.232
	denise i suck	05 Jan 09 18:57 220.255.7.233
	_|_ i Agree with (YouMother)	05 Jan 09 18:57 220.255.7.236
	YOURMOTHER YOUR SKINS SUCKS ! , DUN THINK PPL WANT YOUR SKINS CODES LUHS, UGLY LIKE SHIT LOR !!!! YOU CHEEBYEE ~ F U C K ER !!! GO TO HELLL,	05 Jan 09 18:55 220.255.7.234

I giggled when i saw the last tag. How the hell can codes be ugly? Ugly like shit? If you say messy i'd understand but ugly? I think you're a wannabe twit. Then there's the mindless idiot following the herd that says, *point's middle finger at me and I agree with youmother. You're on her side and you can't even spell her name right?Jeez. Moving on, there's a series of tags which pictures me scolding myself which end with, I LOVE YOUR ASS. Whose ass? Then there's another tagger called "fuck you" who says "..." then go and die. I agree with JT. Do you really think i'm gonna die just beceaus you said so? I'd love to stay alive to irritate the life out of you pussies. Y'know, whenever i request any of the hate taggers to add me up on msn, they won't. Why? My theory, they're pussies. And even if they do add you up, they prolly scold you and go offline before you can even say fruitloop. So they go through endless amount of effort to put their "you suck" therapy to use here on my blog. Extremely spastic.
Anyway readers, if you come across any shit holes like these, fell free to humiliate them and remember, the constant reminding of letting them know that they're cowards, humji (if their twit) or pussy pretty much pisses them off. And if they scold you in twit? Oh shit, give them a nobel prize.

Oh, one more thing. Thank you for the 30 over views. Love you shitholezzz to the maxxxxxzzzzzz
Gdnight.

124.13.93.35 humour

I'm so nocturnal. Well, the past few days have been great. Pretty much feels like i'm on holiday. No pictures yet cause i've been too lazy to snap shots. Went ice skating today, does feel a little different from roller blading and the oncoming human traffic makes it a whole lot worst especiallly if you can't skate. Had dinner in town and chilled at bali house for a bit before heading to Ben's place to watch Sean play poker. I've finally understood poker but i'm not quite ready to put on a poker face and play with the rest ha. Actually, past few nights have been poker till am. My mom gets all panicky if i'm not home by 12. Ah wells, girls, you'll understand.

Oh before i go, i thought i'd do a little dedication to Lyann, my favourite hate tagger of 09 so far, who keeps asking me to fuck off out of suspicion that i stole her boyfriend. I was dumbfounded when i first read the tag cos i don't know anyone by the name of Lyann, soooo i decided to do a little digging.


MALAYSIA?! I know, i know. Malaysia. fucking joke. It. got. me. laughing. so. hard! Well you guys can check out the ip too if you want a little tease in your funny gland. sometimes, i wonder why people even bother hahaha. I've had a boyfriend for quite some time and i'm glad with what i have. Even, he doesn't live that far away. Imagine if i wasn't attached, omfg it would be so spastic! hahaha. Much much apologies for the wordy post ppl, a little humour wouldn't kill now would it?
People are so amazing. being accused by someone whose overseas doesn't sound that farfetched to me now lol. If somebody told me that, i'd definitely say, "been there done that."

Hey Lyann, you really need to get out more. To the city perhaps.

08

Just before i jet,
thought i'd do a quickie. I'm getting pretty tired of my blog font size haha. Got my header changed, made a new skin and lazed around a whole lot yesterday. Slept at 7, woke up at 3 and i'm heading out in a bit. I skipped school today and told my mom the lecture was cancelled, ah bad child. Anyway, my life's so mundane, i wish something would just excite me hahah. Well well, i hope a fun first weekend of 09 awaits me!

Right now, i've gotta stop saying 08.

Kathy's song

I might as well start off by saying happy new year to all! I've taken my first bath this year and my dad keeps reminding me how cool it is to be the first person at home to be rewarded with such a title.
Well so last night before i went to bed, i thought for a bit and reflected as i went along. I realise that some things really aren't worth harping on and if you forgive, you hate less. My 2008 was good and i couldn't have asked for a better year. Thank you all for making it such a splendid one. Though there were fall outs, it was all right. I loved it anyway. Most importantly, i'd like to thank my boyfriend whose honestly tried his best to be the best haha. Thanks a heap baby. I know i don't mention him much of have photos of him, it's his nature. not a camwhore and me, not a girl whose boyfriend revolves around her everything. Still, it's another 6 days till we hit the next number. You've been an ass, a jerk, a total imperfection, but i loved it all and I love you. To my friends, my 2008 could've have been this wonderful without you guys.
So, it's a new day of a year, if you wanna be miserable, do it tomorrow.
For today, should be an awfully memorable one.
Drink like you've never,
Sleep with your sister's, boyfriend's younger brother,
take weed,
kill a legend,
or try to fly.

Gdnight and goodbye =)